That is exactly how I feel nearly everyday. Except, this week, I have to somehow force myself to exercise so that I'll look thin enough in an old dress. Otherwise, I'll have to search for a new one on Fri., which I don't exactly want to since I'll just end up leaving it in my closet to collect dust afterwards, like all of my other dresses. *sigh* Why can't they let us wear jeans & a top...it'll make life so much easier. I'm dreaming that I can be a contestant on "Hair Wars" at Fairview...I don't care if I win or not...I just need ppl to help me dress up on Sat. :D I've also been thinking up some plans to avoid participating in the stupid 'throw the bouquet' tradition. I definitely don't want to be stampeded & plus, I'm allergic to pollen. Been sneezing too much lately, already. Haven't taken any Clariten b/c I'm trying to avoid taking drugs. >_<
For the reception, my 'rents r planning on ditching me there b/c they seem to think that it's a match making gala. Hmm...I'm thinking, considering that the bride's my cuz, at least half of the guys there would most likely somehow be (closely) RELATED to me. The thought of pairing up w/ a potential cuz, uncle, or nephew is absolutely repulsive. So, if my 'rents do leave w/o me, I think I'll just hang out by the bar, pretend that I'm busy drinking alcoholic crap, & act like I'm drunk to avoid associating w/ some ppl.
In the meantime, I have to find out where my dad put his weights, catch up on hmwk, prepare for finals, & wonder if there are solutions for making my mother LESS annoying. *arrrgh*
